1967

We suffocate ourselves
Consuming our temperance till it expires
When the very last night we consume our love
I surrender my conscious

I beg you not to ask me the question of reality
Whether I love you or not
Not a judge of you
Nor a judge of mine
As my heart is dripping since the last minute we parted, again
The first time I told myself the unaffordable lie
That I would be contented to keep you in my memory for a lifetime

I betray my soul
Giving you the most vulnerable answer on the earth
My throat retains no power to encourage talk
No utterance was made

Tonight I could only cry for spiritual tears
It never manage to stop

Back to 1967
No drinks, no class, no lecture, not a matter of mundane life
Or wouldn’t I paralyze my body inside yours
Sorry to leave you in this world
My heart grows no more

Burn my body, buried my soul
Heaven or hell
Stay with me, forever